i sick since tuesday...

i thought today i will get well.... but none. maybe because yesterday night i din eat medicine. haiz.... doctor gave me a lot of medicine.... i don like sore throat one. taste like toothpaste.... hmmm.... energyless.....

long time never blogging le....

yea.... exam was just over..... but. but result.... haiz. i already prepare for it. i already prepare to face it. so many careless mistake i did. i will. fight for the last exam!!!!!!! god. please help me. i want to be hardwoking like........

hmmm.... this is the latest micmic.... i will take more nice picture. oh yea. now training must start it. and. my drawing too.... i hope i cant get at least consolation.
erm. want to say thank you to god. my mum's operation was fine... she's now at home rest for few months.... must take care o!!!!
aiks.... my stomach.... spinning again.... =.=
got nothing much to say.....
all the best!!!!

沉默寡言+不爱说话不爱开&玩笑的女孩

又失眠了

蓝蓝的吉他
简单又纯朴
把它设计了
是独一无二
笔与我自己


放下了吉他
三四好几天
灰取代了它
把它擦干净
好好保护它

凌晨二点钟
我无法入眠
沉默寡言的
不爱说话的
不爱开玩笑

在我脑海中
种种的烦恼
如同细沙子
没人能了解
只有你上帝

动听的诗歌
慢的与快的
浮现在脑海
感谢主耶稣
总与我同在

我只单单的
爱你服侍你
只要你差我
一定愿意去
因你是我神

活得要像你
想的都是你
连睡觉也是
一切的事上
都很需要你

眼眶都湿了
娃娃也湿了
原来我哭了
是情不自禁
是因为你吗？

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笔了部落格
里面记载着
全都是我的
心情与感想
此刻收笔了

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~沉默寡言+不爱说话&开玩笑的女孩 ~

what happened again???

i don't know why.... i think i had said something wrong.
i had changed after back from the camp??? do you think???
is like getting further away....
speechless???? heartless??? i don't know....
tell me god.... what should i do???
so that can be normal again???
i.... i.....
can't express out....





















today morning i taught my cousin's daughter tuition.... ^^
not bad la....they suddenly ask me how much??? i don't know what to say also because we are family. i feel ashamed if ask money from them. if want also rm 10 each . because i don't want my cousin feel burden.
just now ivan's dad's car cant start. i want to thank god because my heart pray : in the name of jesus i command the car to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeee............. ^^
done. tommorow say bye bye. going to sedim...... miss me ba??

沉默寡言+不爱说话&开玩笑的女孩

my FaV ~kawaii gal

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bad day again... y???

aiks.... my leg hurt....something funny happen today.after i locked the key and threw

inside. i wanted to wear my socks. but??? none!!! so i can only wear my low- cut purple de socks.
when finished school, i went to see teacher tell her about the food. after this, already 1. 05
i was rushing and running from block c to main gate. saw all malay students coming in. almost fell down. but. the bus had left. haiz.... juz only 1 minute ba....
then i go called. ' SORRY PLEASE TRY LATER!!!!'
i called mum. she din pick up and that was my last syiling....
aiks.... i wanted to cry. because i'm angry and sad.
so i walk to station bus. that time, i felt my leg already pain and hurt.
bus came. i went to sit. uncle scold me pulak. ask me go sit behind open the window.
i ma go lo.
then he brought me round from bm to kota permai then bank there.he stop there and i walk again home. pain. hot. finally i reached. with my anger. go to my room and cry. i also don't know why????
bath time worse!!!!! is so so pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bad bad day....

haha.... my cousin bro singing......
oh??? tht is latest de me.... hair long lo......



y teacher dont support me??? i really got the heart to do it!!!!!
i am very disappointed.... no one see that my heart to do it???
even they two..... me and teacher aside. they stand in the middle!!!!!
what is this????
haiz,,,,, sun ba la.......
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ate 2 bowls of laksa le....... ki xiao........