Sunday, June 7, 2009

又失眠了

蓝蓝的吉他
简单又纯朴
把它设计了
是独一无二
笔与我自己


放下了吉他
三四好几天
灰取代了它
把它擦干净
好好保护它

凌晨二点钟
我无法入眠
沉默寡言的
不爱说话的
不爱开玩笑

在我脑海中
种种的烦恼
如同细沙子
没人能了解
只有你上帝

动听的诗歌
慢的与快的
浮现在脑海
感谢主耶稣
总与我同在

我只单单的
爱你服侍你
只要你差我
一定愿意去
因你是我神

活得要像你
想的都是你
连睡觉也是
一切的事上
都很需要你

眼眶都湿了
娃娃也湿了
原来我哭了
是情不自禁
是因为你吗?
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笔了部落格
里面记载着
全都是我的
心情与感想
此刻收笔了
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~沉默寡言+不爱说话&开玩笑的女孩 ~


what happened again???

i don't know why.... i think i had said something wrong.
i had changed after back from the camp??? do you think???
is like getting further away....
speechless???? heartless??? i don't know....
tell me god.... what should i do???
so that can be normal again???
i.... i.....
can't express out....





















today morning i taught my cousin's daughter tuition.... ^^
not bad la....they suddenly ask me how much??? i don't know what to say also because we are family. i feel ashamed if ask money from them. if want also rm 10 each . because i don't want my cousin feel burden.
just now ivan's dad's car cant start. i want to thank god because my heart pray : in the name of jesus i command the car to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeee............. ^^
done. tommorow say bye bye. going to sedim...... miss me ba??


沉默寡言+不爱说话&开玩笑的女孩

Friday, May 29, 2009

bad day again... y???




aiks.... my leg hurt....something funny happen today.after i locked the key and threw

inside. i wanted to wear my socks. but??? none!!! so i can only wear my low- cut purple de socks.
when finished school, i went to see teacher tell her about the food. after this, already 1. 05
i was rushing and running from block c to main gate. saw all malay students coming in. almost fell down. but. the bus had left. haiz.... juz only 1 minute ba....
then i go called. ' SORRY PLEASE TRY LATER!!!!'
i called mum. she din pick up and that was my last syiling....
aiks.... i wanted to cry. because i'm angry and sad.
so i walk to station bus. that time, i felt my leg already pain and hurt.
bus came. i went to sit. uncle scold me pulak. ask me go sit behind open the window.
i ma go lo.
then he brought me round from bm to kota permai then bank there.he stop there and i walk again home. pain. hot. finally i reached. with my anger. go to my room and cry. i also don't know why????
bath time worse!!!!! is so so pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, May 22, 2009

bad bad day....


haha.... my cousin bro singing......
oh??? tht is latest de me.... hair long lo......



y teacher dont support me??? i really got the heart to do it!!!!!
i am very disappointed.... no one see that my heart to do it???
even they two..... me and teacher aside. they stand in the middle!!!!!
what is this????
haiz,,,,, sun ba la.......
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ate 2 bowls of laksa le....... ki xiao........

Friday, May 15, 2009

another problem pop in my mind.....

there are many things appear in my mind when i want to organize training camp.
~i want to do real gadget
~i want to do model injuries
~i want to do cooking competition
~i want.....
i have the idea to do that. but,the problem is.. can i make it??? teacher say i too high ambitious. she talk to weng loke... she ask him to persuade me. what should i do??? should i keep it on following by my mind?? or listen to them??i feel like many people like to reject what i have said.
maybe i should listen. i will cancel it.
but i was too excited to do that. when they reject. my heart feel so pain.....
help me...... oh god......

Friday, May 1, 2009

sad story

micky:haiyoh.... how xxx pass away??? i hear is suicide ar???
micky:thats is y i don like xxx. make all feel shame.i hate xxx forever.when i know xxx die. i not even hace 1 tears drop never act as xx .so every month send money ar???
micky:of coz la. since last time xxx ad thinking got something wrong.cant communicate. all these xxx is asking for it.never think bout .especially.....and.... still stand for xxx....so i cant do anything. very selfish. all job cant work long. whole malaysia got so many work oso cant work. what is this? now talk no point la. then wat happen to.....how much send $??? need to pay rental??
micky:send how much???what permit??? i heard doing something illegal there last time
micky: gave so less how u all survive??what ..... work ???give me acc no i try to send $ if got balance for u to save for raining day.
all this is what this person reply and said.....
what do u feel when read this????
is a real story....
kinda hurt.... disappointed and sad.........