why? why??? WHY???

today my result get so bad.....
i was crying non stop in my room.... i juzz.... not satisfy....
in school.... i tore the paper tht thomas left for me..... coz i too trust it le.....
argh!!!!!!
and now..... even worsen.....
need a pain killer.....
to kill my pain...... i..... really can choose either 1 of the event oni.... on this sat.....
aik.....
内伤。。。。。
好痛。。。好痛。。。。

haiz.... become worse now....

lol.... now tears started to come out from my right eye....
lol.... i've been sneeze for so many times le....
my nose very itchy!!!!!!!!!!!
no vitamin..... got tradition medicine but i don wan....
hmmm.... juz wait....
waterly mucus always come down from my nose....
weird... oni 1 side..... =.=
HelP!!!!!!

aw,,,, i sick..... T.t

hmmm.... my nose was itchy since yesterday.... some more kena rain.....
midnight time i feel sore throat..... morning when i wake up.... feel so soft.... luckily i din fever....
hmmm.... juz sneeze..... har chiu~

waa.... jie jie going NS soon lo..... ^^ she very happy..... and thomas coming back too soon!!!!
thursday is result day..... nervous??? kaka >.<
[ not me oso]
hmmm.... now i practise zao zi ji and xiao xiao and hate that i love you..... ^^ with my new string and capo..... sure i can do it!!!!!!! ^^
aik.... bankrup le after pay ants fees...... =.=

~My FavOuritE soNgZ~ 珊瑚海

G D G G D G
海平面远方开始阴霾　悲伤要怎麼平静纯白
C Em Am7 D7
我的脸上　始终挟带　一抹浅浅的无奈
G D G G D G
你用唇语说你要离开(心不在)　那难过无声慢了下来
C Em Am7 D7
汹涌潮水　你听明白　不是浪而是泪海

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G D
转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
Em Bm
海鸟跟鱼相爱　只是一场意外
C G
我们的爱(给的爱)　差异一直存在 (回不来)
Am7 D7
风中尘埃 (等待)　竟累积成伤害

G D
转身离开 (分手说不出来) 分手说不出来　
Em Bm
蔚蓝的珊瑚海　错过瞬间苍白
C G
当初彼此(你我都)　不够成熟坦白 (不应该)
Am7 D7 G
热情不再 (你的)　笑容勉强不来　爱深埋珊瑚海

G D G G D G
毁坏的沙雕如何重来　有裂痕的爱怎麼重盖
C Em Am7 D7
只是一切　结束太快　你说你无法释怀
G D G G D G
贝壳里隐藏什麼期待 (等花儿开)　我们也已经无心再猜
C Em Am7 D7
面向海风　咸咸的爱　嚐不出还有未来

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Tday..... so HappY!!!!

yeah!!!!!
i bought guitar string and capo ad!!!!!!! too happy because......
finally.... i can press F chord le!!!!!!!
is nice when play...... kaka^^
but.... waste some petrol...... went to kota permai then to hamley....
oh..... i met beaulah and sim le there....
then went behind kim far de......
went to pacific de too..... juz to find tha capo same as ivan de..... but then.... fail......
so..... back to kota permai...... ^^
is ok..... as long as i can play......
but then..... i spent 40 for that..... bluek!!!!
do u think this is necessary???

my today.... quite down....

haiz.... today bio and physics were so hard.....
i think goonna get b3 again....
and after test.... teacher give us english paper....
i got.... B3..... 68....
so sad la.... i dono wats wrong with me???
din do well..... and no time to think coz i get wrong paper which had no page 4 and 5.... =.= and teacher did not believe..... keep on checking mine and yao jie's....
haiya.... don blame others!!!! is your fault.....
aik.... because u so stupid!!!!! answer circle D but see the paper there got no D so go choose others answers..... wat la u!!!!!!
forget it..... i wanna cry on that time..... but.... No i didn't....
after skul..... i go storeroom...
check all those log book staff..... alone.... and then go aunty there....hmmm... the aunty like not so well.... when i heard she was coughing.... heart a bit pain and sympathetic la.... she told us bout her story when last time.... ^^ is it interesting after sue lyn translate.... coz i don really understand teo chew... oni lil bit.... hmmm..... i hate alone!!!!!! somehow.... but then in school i always do so....
and today morning.... dono wats wrong with miss gooi..... scold me!!!!!
i pin up my hair le.... same thing.... left the long frinch....
and teaching my frens physics.....
suddenly she came and told me.... eh ur pin is for wat ar??? decoration ar???
ask me to put my long frinch beside.... haiz... so damn ugly.....
after she went.... af course i took it out..... humph!!!!!
and then 4.30.... i went to my 1st add maths tuition.... is quite bored coz teacher already taught us.... but then i still listen la..... must complete all the exercise lo.....
at 8.... i go art tuition.... back to khing art centre again!!!! lol... he said i no grow..... thats for sure..... coz i never tall since form 1....
then i drew a poster which i'm going to participate in an anti drugs poster competition somewhere in this month.... must jia you o!!!! phew.... luckily i brought enough money.... guess wat??? everything rise!!!! fees is 40+ sign up fees 20+ deposit 40!!!! all together 100!!!!!! this was crazy!!!! but then what to do??? just pay only..... hmmmm.... is ok la.... i hope i got improve.... ^^ jia you!!!!

aw....

haiz..... wait to get 3 A2 lo..... mayb..... more than that le????
argh..... i did badly in english and moral test!!!!!! so sad la...... T.t
gonna work hard after this..... but then sure la of coz must play......
hmmm..... sob sob....... english!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hard...... haiz..... see.... 1st day so excited.... 2nd day.....
oh no......
down...... =.=