untitled

i couldn't sleep now... i was too sad.... sad that i cant see you before i'm leaving to kl....2 more hours to go i left to stay at home... i dono what to do now... meditating.... think bout brother, and my bf.... heart so pain.... well i guess no1 will wonder i will come back to blog..... coz i dono who to share... i wanna scream.... i wanna cry but i cant... its so obvious that my fren will see...... argh~

today going to kl.

wow, countdown24 hours more is my big big competition in my life o! wish me god luck??
hehe. must have the confidence. thats what my teacher said. thank you so much!
kinda nervours. i hope i can win. sure can. i believe. god had make the way. he is the king of the world.haha. i believe khing art de student wil win. we all are champion!
yahooo!!
so long..
god luck. im leaving.

mei shan ~

do you ever know??

oh!!
little michelle kena kosaki.!!
i cant believe, that i wil kena. coz normaly is kids. oh man. luckily i didn;t fever. if not, see me at hospital lo!
aik. my drawing stil teacher give me half of the idea.
competition soon. good luck

today

wow.today was totally stress in skul. no. my laptop keyboard cant pres twice. die lo. thats why la i ned to win it back or else i get it through lucky draw.
today i said something funny. i wanted to talk bout the soup which is gud for your 'health' oh man. o straight away translate from mandarin. haiz. frens all laugh lo. me was blushing. forget it.
at night went to pm lo. bought another rubic but solve it le. next week go buy 4X4
nothing much to say.

mic~

i sick since tuesday...

i thought today i will get well.... but none. maybe because yesterday night i din eat medicine. haiz.... doctor gave me a lot of medicine.... i don like sore throat one. taste like toothpaste.... hmmm.... energyless.....

long time never blogging le....

yea.... exam was just over..... but. but result.... haiz. i already prepare for it. i already prepare to face it. so many careless mistake i did. i will. fight for the last exam!!!!!!! god. please help me. i want to be hardwoking like........

hmmm.... this is the latest micmic.... i will take more nice picture. oh yea. now training must start it. and. my drawing too.... i hope i cant get at least consolation.
erm. want to say thank you to god. my mum's operation was fine... she's now at home rest for few months.... must take care o!!!!
aiks.... my stomach.... spinning again.... =.=
got nothing much to say.....
all the best!!!!

沉默寡言+不爱说话不爱开&玩笑的女孩

又失眠了

蓝蓝的吉他
简单又纯朴
把它设计了
是独一无二
笔与我自己


放下了吉他
三四好几天
灰取代了它
把它擦干净
好好保护它

凌晨二点钟
我无法入眠
沉默寡言的
不爱说话的
不爱开玩笑

在我脑海中
种种的烦恼
如同细沙子
没人能了解
只有你上帝

动听的诗歌
慢的与快的
浮现在脑海
感谢主耶稣
总与我同在

我只单单的
爱你服侍你
只要你差我
一定愿意去
因你是我神

活得要像你
想的都是你
连睡觉也是
一切的事上
都很需要你

眼眶都湿了
娃娃也湿了
原来我哭了
是情不自禁
是因为你吗？

Get more at feelneed.com

笔了部落格
里面记载着
全都是我的
心情与感想
此刻收笔了

Get more at feelneed.com

~沉默寡言+不爱说话&开玩笑的女孩 ~

what happened again???

i don't know why.... i think i had said something wrong.
i had changed after back from the camp??? do you think???
is like getting further away....
speechless???? heartless??? i don't know....
tell me god.... what should i do???
so that can be normal again???
i.... i.....
can't express out....





















today morning i taught my cousin's daughter tuition.... ^^
not bad la....they suddenly ask me how much??? i don't know what to say also because we are family. i feel ashamed if ask money from them. if want also rm 10 each . because i don't want my cousin feel burden.
just now ivan's dad's car cant start. i want to thank god because my heart pray : in the name of jesus i command the car to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeee............. ^^
done. tommorow say bye bye. going to sedim...... miss me ba??

沉默寡言+不爱说话&开玩笑的女孩

my FaV ~kawaii gal

Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com


Get more at feelneed.com

bad day again... y???

aiks.... my leg hurt....something funny happen today.after i locked the key and threw

inside. i wanted to wear my socks. but??? none!!! so i can only wear my low- cut purple de socks.
when finished school, i went to see teacher tell her about the food. after this, already 1. 05
i was rushing and running from block c to main gate. saw all malay students coming in. almost fell down. but. the bus had left. haiz.... juz only 1 minute ba....
then i go called. ' SORRY PLEASE TRY LATER!!!!'
i called mum. she din pick up and that was my last syiling....
aiks.... i wanted to cry. because i'm angry and sad.
so i walk to station bus. that time, i felt my leg already pain and hurt.
bus came. i went to sit. uncle scold me pulak. ask me go sit behind open the window.
i ma go lo.
then he brought me round from bm to kota permai then bank there.he stop there and i walk again home. pain. hot. finally i reached. with my anger. go to my room and cry. i also don't know why????
bath time worse!!!!! is so so pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bad bad day....

haha.... my cousin bro singing......
oh??? tht is latest de me.... hair long lo......



y teacher dont support me??? i really got the heart to do it!!!!!
i am very disappointed.... no one see that my heart to do it???
even they two..... me and teacher aside. they stand in the middle!!!!!
what is this????
haiz,,,,, sun ba la.......
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ate 2 bowls of laksa le....... ki xiao........

another problem pop in my mind.....

there are many things appear in my mind when i want to organize training camp.
~i want to do real gadget
~i want to do model injuries
~i want to do cooking competition
~i want.....
i have the idea to do that. but,the problem is.. can i make it??? teacher say i too high ambitious. she talk to weng loke... she ask him to persuade me. what should i do??? should i keep it on following by my mind?? or listen to them??i feel like many people like to reject what i have said.
maybe i should listen. i will cancel it.
but i was too excited to do that. when they reject. my heart feel so pain.....
help me...... oh god......

sad story

micky:haiyoh.... how xxx pass away??? i hear is suicide ar???
micky:thats is y i don like xxx. make all feel shame.i hate xxx forever.when i know xxx die. i not even hace 1 tears drop never act as xx .so every month send money ar???
micky:of coz la. since last time xxx ad thinking got something wrong.cant communicate. all these xxx is asking for it.never think bout .especially.....and.... still stand for xxx....so i cant do anything. very selfish. all job cant work long. whole malaysia got so many work oso cant work. what is this? now talk no point la. then wat happen to.....how much send $??? need to pay rental??
micky:send how much???what permit??? i heard doing something illegal there last time
micky: gave so less how u all survive??what ..... work ???give me acc no i try to send $ if got balance for u to save for raining day.
all this is what this person reply and said.....
what do u feel when read this????
is a real story....
kinda hurt.... disappointed and sad.........

touching....

thank god....
i think im ok le.....
hmmmm.
mummi know i will disappointed if she not coming....
so she said sowie to me.....
it was so touching.....
so many people so care me....
so....
i must study hard!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks mum.....
thanks god.....
^^
life will still go on without something....
appreciate now..... ^^

to my dear sis.....

我相信。。。。只要透过祷告。。。。有信心。。。
圣灵一定感动我大姐。。。
她一定会回来的。。。。
因为上帝已经应许了我。。。。
真的在等待。。。。

am i hurt you????
if yes....
im sorry....
coz i didnt know....
now oni i know......
after read tht message....
im sorry.....
really really sorry......

sick again....

don't know what happen to me la.... this year always get sick.... i look normal.... but body a bit hot nia.... and. im facing dehydrate this 2 days....
aw... today i feel cold in class. i thought is because of cloudy day. but im wrong.... i ask sin wei touch me she say hot, i ask sue lyn touch me she say cold. i feel sin wei is cold, but i feel sue lyn is hot. ths was weird....
tuition time we sure on air cond. but i thought i will feel normal. but at 6. i was freezing. i told my fren i very cold. i show her my nail. is like blue and white, no red at all. after i went to toilet and they off it. finally colour turn back.... phew....
but... today i went to toilet 3 times ad.... aik... so pain la... is like swirling again and again. but now fee better le....
ooo.... now im thinking of pbsm stuff pulak..... storeroom must clean!!!! uniform must wash and hang. teacher say she will pay??? first aid kit i juz check. omg...... all expired..... haiz.... hmmm.... next kokurikulum we will start a program. give marks de o!!!! end of the year will give prize.... yeah!!!! ok. and i will give all asl a job. all discuss what activity they want to do. i will sit there and listen and mark on each asl..... haha..... and tomorrow. teach ajk first aid. punishment for those who didn't come.
ok la.... i will do my best!!!!!!!! gambateh!!!!!

from: lilmicmic

wow.... long time no blogging liao....

hmmm.... a bout one week ago i din blogging liao....
coz very lazy???busy???duty???study???or boring???
all this is 1 of the factor.... another is my cousin lo..... swt la....
many many things happen.... sad la.... happy la.... angry la....
im still im.... never and ever change.....
hmmm....if u wan something very very much???wat u should do???
kaka.... of coz is wait lo..... u will get it 1 day soon.... with full of faith.....
wat is faith???u believe does not mean u have faith.....
example....
a circus man walking on the string. i ask u believe u can do it oso??? u sure say yes.... but i ask u go walk now.... u will say no..... thats wat i mean la..... ^^
err..... i like craping nia...... is ok..... bye..... ^^

haha... thats my poster... woohoo.... i can draw liao le..... ^^
thx for send me....
jia you o!!!!!!

I 16 le o!!!!!!!!!!!!

when at 11.30....im so happy.... coz... sue lyn count down for me o!!!!!!
hmmm....on 12 am....
the 1st who celebrate with me is him o!!!!!he bought a cake...secret recipe de... ^^ and i go see the present after ate....his mum bought me a necklace... made from coconut shell de christ.... ^^ cute....he bought me a cute correction tape, marker pen, a recipe book... and another book which i thought is diary... bt is not.... inside is a love story... page by page.... with only 1 sentence.... so touching!!!!!
then, morning got BB enrolment sunday.... i got sing... then later we took our badges... guess what??? i got the most so far ba.... ^^im still private now.... the best of the best private of 1st bmj company!!!!! yes!!!!then after finish bible class.... we go eat.
i wanna go gourmet... but close....haiz.... we fially went to med.... lol... 4 person eat 70.... and not so nice de.... the mushroom chicken chop.... so dont take order o!!!!!! i ate kimchi japanese mee... and strawberry milk shake blended... like ice cream nia....oo.... i call su wen... my kl de fren for fun.... coz i got free to call ma!!!!! but we both like got nothing to say de... 4 years liao le....
then reach home.... teach cousin' daughter art... wow.... 吐血!!! especially the small 1.... they still new... so not that know how to colour.... even draw.... aik... mus practise more.... i wasted 2 papers!!!!!!then i phone david..... we talk bout BB stuff.... hmm....ok la.... long time no chat ma....
then... night wanna go b uddy2 de.... but close again!!!!! go sri rambai??? gulung tikar liao i think..... lastly go kota permai lo..... eat with family.... and ivan.... his parent din come.... hmmm....
home!!!!
i call crystal..... we chit chat lo.... ^^ she say she got no feel with guys.... even is handsome.... wow....
after this i called ivan.... we talk...... after 1 hour.... i wanna reply message....
oh.... 1 thing im shock!!!!!! my elder sis at singapore de sms me le!!!!!!! i very happy!!!!!!!
then sim le ask me choral speaking stuff..... i phone him lo..... we chat a lot too.... and.... im going to be ab art teacher!!!!! haha.... after pmr i will teach him..... yea.... i got work le.... ^^
then.... off liao.... i wanna call sis.... but fail.... so i call ivan back for the last 1 hour..... hehe^^
then after finish talk.... sleep.... sweetdream!!!!
mana tau... this morning i feel so tire..... hmmm....
i recieve 3 present o!!!! guess wat???
4 teddy.... 1 big lolipop, 1 cute mirror, book, necklace,stationary.....
hehe.... ^^
juz now sports i ran 4 round non stop.... to train my stamina ma!!!!!!
jia you!!!! i enter 400, 4x400 , 800 amd 1500.....
wa.... hope i can get some price la..... kaka >.<